I am just tired.

Im just pathetically tired.
Physically...
Mentally...
Spiritually...
Emtionally...TIRED.

Sumtymes it kinda hurt when your heart and mind are always contardicting with each other.
The mind says " No"
But the heart says "Yes".
Sumtymes the the mind is always being logic whereas the heart is being emotionally controlled.

Sudah Lah Syai..just forget it ok?
Tak payah nak beban-bebankan kepala otak ko dengan pekara2 mengarut.
I mean, just simply moved on!
Biarlah dia ngan dunia dia
Dan kau pulak tetap dengan dunia kau.

Tapi...macam maner tu?
Aku selalu sangat cakap yang aku tak expect tinggi2.
Tapi sebenarnyer aku expect.
I lied straight by saying that i wasn't expecting but i am.
God!
Sumtymes i wonder..do you even have feelings?
Feelings that may consider my situation..my feelings.
Tapi akal aku selalu cakap " Tak payah expect lebih."
Tapi aku.." Macam maner tu jgn tak expect?"
Huhuhu..aku benci lah..aku benci!!!!

Nak nanges..aku rase air mata aku ni dah kering..
Tapi aku nak nanges jugak!
Sbb aku rase dengan nanges tu..aku rase masalah aku mcm "lift" up a bit.

what kind of games are you playing? If this is your idea of surprise, i simply hated it.
And if this is your idea of fun, then i don't want to be part of it!

My feelings are always crushed and yet i kept on expecting over you.

ps: Harus berjumpa sama doktor.
Untuk buat check-up...check-up on my heart.
sbb dah selalu sangat dapat berita2 yg mengejutkan..
Simply to check wether my heart is still in it's good shape and condition or is it being
punctured by your unpredictable movements.