Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Relationship + Boys = Bloody Mess....

Relationships + Boys = Bloody Mess! That was the equation i've recently applied in my life. Siapa kata tak ada benda yang lagi susah dari equation E=mc Squared? Ada...and that is Emotion = Emosi.
Petang tadi..ade discussion on this very popular topic lah...RELATIONSHIPS! Lain orang lain lain pendapat. Ada yang cakap Relationships are all about give and take and tolerence [toleransi]. Pada aku it's just messy and headache. Nampak sangat yang aku ni judgemental dan pesimis dalam hal yang berkaitan chenta-chenta dan perasaan. Mungkin sebab aku pernah diketemukan dengan mereka-mereka yang akhirnya membuatkan aku jadi saaaaangat pesimis dan judgemental.
Kawan aku ada cakap...kalau ikut statistik, disebabkan hanya kerana 2 orang aku jadi macam gini...aku tak logik. Dan aku ni seolah-olah being very phobiatic[is there such a word?] against relationships. Maybe...
Getting hurt again and again is part of being in relationships. Or maybe a trial for the relationships. I have been hurt before and thats the main reason i build a wall around me. Is it my nature? I myself are not able to answer the question. Tapi...aku berpegang pada janji ALLAH. Setiap mahkluk tu dijadikan berpasang-pasangan. Samada jodoh itu cepat atau lambat.
Conclusion of the discussion? My friend assumed that my hadaf [goal] adalah andartu! No Relationships + No Boys = ANDARTU? FEMINIST?
Sangatlah kasar konkulsi kawan aku ni terhadap aku. Sebaik ajer die buat konklusi tersebut, Pencilbox aku melayang tepat kena dada dia! Doakan aku jadi ANDARTU lagi...!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

An empath within me

I am not raedy to return back to UIAM for the second semester of 09/10. Seriously im kinda lacking lots and lots of enthusiasm to start classes and lectures. Two weeks spending in my home basically doing nothing else than watching the hit tv series 'CHARMED'. And besides watching charmed on youtube ive been doing nothing especially after getting know about MY results. Results that really killed my weekend,killed my spirit,killed my enthusiasm,killed almost half of my sanity and finally like adding salt to injury, it totally stepped on my esteem making me felt more inferiority complex to others especially my inner circle of friends.
Eventhough i have failed one paper during my 2nd semester [08/09] and yes it killed my day but what amazed me is that i did not shed even a single tear when i heard i failed yet another paper for this semester. I just dont feel the need of crying over a spilt milk. Maybe it was because that i have already forsee that i am goin to fail the paper that made me feel like not crying. Amazing isn't it?
Amused...i am amused with myself for not sheding a single tear for my failure. But hell yeah when people coming up to me saying " Alah...it's one paper you failed but you've aced an A for a paper..." Hahahahaha...its easier said than done isn't it? Well yes of course is it. Becuase it's goin to be my *&^ who's gonna sit for that paper but not u...what good is it anyway if u aced an A for A paper but yet you failed the other paper? Dosen't sound like a party to me. I dont care if the paper that i failed consist 1 or 0.5 credit hour but the things that bugged me is that i failed a 3 credit hour paper staright in two semesters!
Uuughh..i am totally pissed off! somtimes i wonder why those people who constantly said that they are not good enough but eventually in the end the scored the damn paper? Why is it always me???? I did not curse the lecturer...i came to his classes..i did what i've been told..but why this 'stuff' ended on me?!
"Hajat aku untuk dapat A untuk QPR tercapai..." WTH was that supposed to mean...i dont prayed it that way. What does it good anyway....Hmph!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

Model Hijrah Songsang? I don't think so!

Faizal Tahir.

The very name that made the malaysian music scene went absolute haywire. To those who have never heard about this particular person, let me introduced a little bit about him. He is someone who have the passion for music especially Rock music. He was a former member of a nasyid group called MIRWANA. Yes, he is from a nasyid group. BUT, technically he was not originally a nasyid singer. He so-called help those Mirwana guys since they were like room/housemates when they were studying in UiTM.For the sake of Ukhuwwah and brotherhood,he helped his mates.

But in 2006, he made a decision to 'leave' the group and went on pursuing his dream in making big as 'rockstar' and he joined a reality tv shows called One In A Million.So,What actually little naughty things he did until he was labelled as 'Model Hijrah songsang?'

Well, personally [this is a sincere thought. Dont make it a big fuss coz im ONE of his fans] everybody is not PERFECT. Nobody is PERFECT.We as a human being is full of short-comings and the unperfect character.So, we tend to do things that actually unintentional. Unintentional indeed.So back to the question, what sorts of naughty things that he did?He actually took off his shirt in front of the crowds!


Him during 8tv's 4th anniversary.

Tom welling in Smallville as Clark Kent.
The 'event' of him taking off his shirt caused a big stir in the malaysian music industry. Because of this incident he was banned from appearing in any tv shows or tv programmes. And he was required to do community work for three months [izzit?] Hmm..yes that was it.
So for me, to labeled him as 'model hijrah songsang' is a bit extreme. As years pass by, we can named certain artises that actually changed thoroughly. The female artises who do not cover their aurat especially the hair are now seen with a new image. They now appeared wearing hijaab as it is long instructed by ALLAH and seen as an obligation to our deen. But the questions that still lingers in my mind, if these kind of people [if] they had totally leave the hedonistic world and moved to more spiritual world, why is it that they are still active in singing..acting and even hosting? If you made the choice of leaving it than why are you still clinging onto it? Don't tell its the only way for you to support your family. Please read the first hadith of Nawawi's 40 hadith. Innama A'malu binniyyat! Intention are not subjected to made what is wrong to be permissable. And those other artises [not mentioning names] mainly females. Look at their clothes! Some stuff that are not supposed to be revealed are sometimes revealed for the sake of fashion. Then why is it i've never heard of any female artises that wore skimpy outfit that revealed almost everything had to be banned from making an appearence in tv programmes and are required to do community works?
Double standard. That is the only think i could think right now. Back at FT, why is it people still making such a big fuss regarding this issues? For heaven sakes, he already rectified his mistakes and what more do you want him to do? I mean he just took off his shirt not his pants! Maybe this kind of an act may trigger the sensitivity of the malay community. But female artises wearing such figure tight clothes would be okay lah as long as they dont revealed the asset kot??
Thank God he was laidback with the problems and anwered to every question with modesty to proof that he is educated.
To make things clear, this entry is written due to my personal thoughts. I may be his Fan, but this entry,[may look like im backing him] is nothing. JUST a thought that lingers in my mind.
And i decided to post it
.
He is talented. So please appreciate his talent and his love for musics.
P/s: Sorry if i had to post in english coz i juz found out that i had a follower who seems having trouble in Malay. He may understand a bit lah but mostly cannot since im not using standard malay like in kamus but used every day Malay usage. =)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

CoMfOrT zOnE.

Semakin kita membesar kita dah mula kenal erti makna ‘kehidupan’ yang sebenar. Kita sudah mula kenal yang mana satu kawan dan yang mana satu lawan. Kita sudah mula mengenal erti siapa kawan yang benar-benar kawan dan mereka yang datang sekejap-sekejap ajer. Umpama..hujan panas. Datang secara mengejut,lepas tu buat kita demam. Ahahaha..demam yang tak sudah-sudah. At least klw terkena hujan panas lepas tu kite pergi klinik, makan ubat lepas tu insyaAllah lah kita akan sembuh. Tapi macam mana klw terkena sindrom penyakit kawan yang bagai hujan panas ni? Ade ke ubatnyer?

Ade sesetengah kawan yang kita berdamping dengan dia tak kesah lah pagi ker..tengah hari ker..malam ker..kat mana ade kite mesti dia ade. Bak kata Afdlin Shauki, teman macam ni ibarat ‘kawan ketika panas dan kawan ketika hujan’. Cool analogy huh? I Loike it very much. So, persoalnanyer, berapa lama harus kite kenal seseorang kawan itu supaya kita sudah bole ‘masukkan’ dia didalam ‘lingkaran’ comfort zone kite? 2 tahun? 5 tahun? My answer is 10 tahun. Waduh...lama banget sih! Ya..for safety reasons. Sebab yang da kenal kita 10 tahun ni lah dia dah tau aku macam buku biography. Pendek kate dari awal kulit buku tu sampai lah kulit buku yang paling belakang.

Comfort zone. Comfort zone aku cume untuk mereka2 yang tak pernah mempersoalkan kenapa itu dan kenapa ini apabila aku ceritakan sesuatu dekat mereka ni. Dorang takkan condemn sape yang aku suke atau lagu jenis mcm ape yang aku suke dengar. Dorang tak bising. Tapi dorang support. Itu adalah mereka yang aku benarkan untuk mencemarkan duli masuk kedalam lingkaran comfort zone aku.

I dont know if i’m being paranoid or self concious ker..tapi sumtymes,i wonder,Salah ke klw aku minat kat seseorang tuh? I mean minat dari jauh. Kenapa mesti orang pertikaikan keminatan..[? keminatan? Ade ke perkataan tu dlm kamus B.M?] aku? Suker hati kucing aku yang kat rumah lah aku nak minat saper pon. Bukkannyer berkudis pun klw aku minat dia. Aku minat die gtu-gtu ajer. Okay some may label me as a fanatik fan lah atau pun kipas susah nak mati lah or whatever you may call it lah..tapi klw setakat aku melayari [fuh pengunaan bhse!] internet untuk masuk ke webpage I AM A SUPEROCKENSTEINERS utk mengetahui aktiviti sang superman,salah ke? Klw setakat aku tau yang die ade 3 anak dan satu isteri...salah ke? Klw aku minat adek sang superman pun..salah ke? FYI, ade banyak lagk kipas susah nak mati die tu yang berlambak-lambak dekat K.L tuh. And im not one of them. [denial secara terbuka ke ni??] . Im just a humble supporter which according to my friend zeid, that superman does not even know that i existed.

Sekali lagi..comfort zone aku hanya untuk sahabat aku yang seorang sahaje. Dimana dia tak pernah pertikaikan kegilaan aku..kesengatan aku..ataupun ape2. All i know she’s been supporting me ever since zaman tok kaduk lagih. Sebab segala hikayat penglipulara aku ni dia tau.
Masing-masing punya masalah sendiri...
Masalah dunia masalah peribadi...
Luahkan jangan simpan dalam hati...bole cerita di kedai kopi..
Tiada hakim..tiada saksi cerita sensasi di kedai kopi...
[Blessed Malique a.k.a QueChill & Salam for the unlimited DOPE lyrics!]

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Mari kite BERSELAWAT.

Ahahaha..remember my previous,previous posts? The one i post a blog on ANAS TAHIR? The one that i've promoted to those who visited my blog and later visits his youtube? Lepas tu aku kene sound kaw-kaw dengan seorang hamba ALLAH supaya jangan post bende2 yang tak berfaedah contoh paling terdekat [Anas Tahir's videos...KOQ!] dan lepas tu aku kene sound lagk kaw-kaw tahap langit petala lapan sebab aku post blog pasal [boy drools but girl rules] hinggakan aku terpakse buat lagk satu blog dan membuat pemohonan maaf secara terbuka..tapi aku tak cakap lah yang aku takkan post lagk entry2 mcm tu tapi tak lah dlm mase terdekat nih...

Aku cume akan post entry mcm tu bile KEPALA AKU TENGAH BERASAP aje. Klw tak, aku takkan post blog mcm tu.

Okay.. hari ni aku nak kasi korang dengar lagu ni. Ni bukan lagu baru tapi dah lame jugaklah. Lagu dari WALI BAND [yang nyanyi lagu CARIK JODOH. Lagu ni dorang buat sempena menyambut Bulan Ramadhan la tapi aku baru dapat tau dari bestfriend aku. Sebab die memang dah kenal aku luar dan dalam. Senang cakap die kenal aku macam biography lah..mula dari kulit depan sampai kulit belakang lah. She said to me that i would like this song and YES. Instantly aku suke. Sebab LIRIK dier.

And ya..this song takder 'KOQ!' takder 'sesi kutuk-mengutuk' atau pun 'merosakkan lagu orang lain'...lagu ni lebih kepada EHEM,yang baik. Rase2 dapat pahala kot? =)



Kepada yang selalu pikir aku ni tak betol, sila-sila lah tengok videoclip ni.
Segile-gile aku melayan ANAS TAHIR,aku dengar jugak lagu cam ni.Justify Full

Last but not least, Aku tak suke orang pertikaikan klw aku suke FT dan AT. Suker hati aku lah nak suker saper. YAng penting aku tak merosakkan harta bende awam dan kacau orang. Let me be in my own world. Dunia yang aku happy. Dunia yang aku suke sendiri-sendiri. AT LEAST aku hanye KIPAS SUSAH NAK MATI FT. Bukan STALKER die pun. So...aku tak suke orang yang tak suke aku suke FT.
One thing. JUST LEAVE ME in MY own WORLD.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Pemohonan maaf secara terbuka.

O....kay...
Sejak aku post entry tentang yang tak berapa baik [ Tak berapa baik? Tapi entah lah..malas nak cakap lebih2 karang kene gam tak pasal2 lah pulak.] Aku adelah dapat teguran,nasihat dan berbagai kata2 yang agak urmm baik lah agar aku tidak meneruskan aktiviti-aktiviti meng'post' gambar2 yang menyentuh sensitiviti kaum Adam nih.
Seperti yang telah aku katakan dekat entry aku yang lepas..Syaida bukanlah seorang feminist yang ekstremis atau pembenci lelaki atau anti-lelaki ke ape kan. Yelah cume alergi aje. Alergi yang takde ubatnyer. (",) Setelah merujuk kepada kamus Oxford, edisi terbaru, mukasurat 233 coloum yang pertama baris ke 13, Feminst membawa maksud " advocacy of womens right and sexual equality". Syaida bukan seorang pejuang wanita dunia sejagat dimana dia membawa sepanduk mengutarakan akan hak perempuan atau pun membuat demonstrasi haram kat mana sambil lantang menjerit menuntut keadilan wanita. Syaida hanya duduk di depan lappynya sambil post that harmless picture. Aku takdepun mengeluarkan isu-isu berat. Salah ke?
Jenayah ke aku post that picture? Mungkin sesetengah kate...takpelah. Blog kau. Suker hati lah nak tulis ape pun. Btol pon. Suara kat dalam kepala aku mengiakan. Aku bukannya racist pun.
Tapi yelah..mane ade orang perfect kan? Semua orang buat salah. Semua orang buat silap. Itu cara kita jadi matang. Itu cara kita membesar.
Aku dah mula sakit kepala. Sakit kepala sebab layan orang yang memperbesarkan isu yang sebenarnye kecik. Orang lain diam tak berkutik, dia pulak yang marah aku ala-ala macam aku dah calarkan kereta dia. Aku tak suke sakit kepala sebab bende yang remeh-temeh. Kenapa terasa? Kenapa tetibe rase macam hati tu seolah-olah ditusuk dengan pedang samurai?
"Ni dah case tergolong dalam mencaci orang. Salah disisi agama" Huh? Pulak da..aku dah dikategorikan sebagai pencaci orang lah pulak...tapi takpe. Aku tak kesa. Aku tak kacau orang.
Buat bodoh aje lah Syai...orang ade mulut. Biarlah diaorang nak cakap ape. Sebab mulut ni tak bole nak ditutup.Lainlah tempayan. Senang jer nak tutup. Better kau layan Anas Koq punye video daripada kau layan orang tu. Gelak ajer tak lah sakit-sakit kepala.
Its hard to please people. *Sigh*
Maaf kepada yang terasa. Blog entry tersebut hanya untuk back-up kwn2 prmpn aku yang telah dihancurkan hatinyer. Tak berniat nak menghentam sesiapa especially kaum Adam yang terasa diri mereka yang tak patut dilabel "boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them" mintak ampun banyak-banyak.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Boys Drools But Girl Rules!

Owh Yes! I totally love this pic =)

I really love these pictures. Ahhh...blessed to my favourite novelist, HLOVATE for exposing me to this kind of stuff and to Tod Harris Goldman and David & Goliath Inc,.for such an inspiring slogan lah! And hopefully takde lah pulak aku received comment from somebody and thatsomebody cakap bende ni tak patut lah..tak baiklah..jangan jadi feminist lah..

Syaida bukan seorang yang feminist ataupun anti-lelaki hingga ke langit ke tujuh ke hape ke,boy-haters ke whatever you may call it lah. [cuz i still have brothers and Abah to rely on lah] Tapi kalau kepala ni dah berasap mengenangkan pekara-pekara tunggang terbalik kiri kanan yang these so-called matured guys buat, memang lah tak bole dimaafkan! Patut Todd Hariss tambah lagk slogan dia macam “ Guys should be rolled over by steamroller ke? Should be fed to piranha @ the Amzon ke? Should be trampled over an elephant ke?” Hahaha..evil jugak aku nih!

Lelaki selalu cakap yang perempuan Emo * Okay bab tu mmng paham sangat lah sbb kiteorang melalui proses pertukaran hormon sebulan sekali.* Tapi klw Lelaki yang Emo? Sensitive? Ape hal plak kan? Adoyai.. * Tepuk dahi 2X * Tak bley angkat...tak bley seret..tak bley pikul..

Kadang-kadang tuh, aku dah selalu sangat dengar kawan2 perempuan aku tanye aku “ Lelaki sebenarnyer nak ape? ” * Sheesh * How should i know? Im not born a boy n turn into a gurl overnight. Hailaaa..klw lah aku & kwn2 prmpn tau ape yang sebenarye lelaki nak, dah lame perkara ni settle. Kira tutup buku lah dan kiter bukak buku baru.

Guys..full of EGO. That’s right. No hard feelings but you guys are naturally born with huge ego that equals to Mt.Everest. Dorang tak pernah nak mengaku ape yang selalu sebenarnye terlintas kat kepala dan hati dorang. Konon nak cover. Konon nak biar prmpn ni main kejar2 ngan dier. Hello? Klw dah suke cakap. Bole arrange. * sheesh i cant believe i just type that. Nampak murah lah sangat! * Okay whatever. Ni tak. Diam semedeng ajer. Pikir kite bole bace ape yang tersimpan kat dalam kotak fikiran tuh? Lepas tu bole plak nak serang2 kiter. Cakap kiter tak jujur lah, kiter ni emo lah, kiter ni lembik lah..yadaa..yadaa.. * Eyes roliing *.


You once said that we should be friends and i should draw a line between us .And i did. I’ve drawn the line between me and you. Full stop. And you are not supposed to cross the line. But you did. After you made me draw the line, you started to do stuff that made me go lalalala n headache lah. So, ape yang sbnrye kamu nak?
We are just friends. Not more than that. Please dont main aci kejar2 ataupun main aci tarik-tali dengan aku. Sbb aku tak suke. Nampak sangat childish. Nampak sangat tak mature. Nampak sangat la yg kamu tak bersedia tapi act as if you are ready.


These pictures are dedicated to my gurlfrens yang selalu SANGAT kene gula, kene sweet talk, kene ayat, kene usha, yang hatinya diremuk-redam, yang disakiti tanpa sebab dll ..for you guys to LAUGH. And also to the boys for them to WONDER knp Tod Hariss Goldman came out with those slogans lah.

Justify Full

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Dedikasi buat sang sahabat yang berada di kedah...

Just posting a blog telling how blessed i was to be your bestfriend lah. Priase given to ALLAH s.wt that made it all happened. It seems like yesterday we met dekat Irsyad...kan? Ya..we’ve been through hell high and water mase kat irsyad atas sebab2 tertentu...den u moved to Al-attas...aiyoh...very the masalah..still remember number of times you asked me bile aku akan sekolah kat Al-Attas? At last...aku jejak jugak kan kat that very legendary skool yang kat atas bukit tuh..tu pon memang banyak memori jugak lah. Banyak yang payau dan pahit lah. Tapi yang manis pun ader gak..[sikit]

Perasan tak kiter tak selalu sebumbung biler when it comes to knowledge? Kau masuk Irsyad like 5 years den during Sec2 u off to Al-Attas...then, bile aku masuk Al-Attas, ko plak decide tok ddk luar asrama. Than, bile masuk tertiary level, aku tercampak kat UIA Gombak yang da ala-ala ulu-ulu kampung and ko plak tercampak mangai punyer jauh....kedah beb! Aiseh...Abah selalu cakap... “Bile lah kome berdua nak same2 satu sekolah?” n Mummy ko pon pernah cakap cenggitu biler aku datang uma ko... “ Insya-Allah...Masters..nanti kiter sebumbung lah...” Tersengih-sengih mcm kerang busuk aku menjawab soalan tuh. Gile maut..lagk ssh dari soalan final aku.. Itu pun klw due2 sambung lah. Karang tetibe aku kene jdk full-time housewife payah gak!

I feel lagk blessed bile ko ngn aku have the same interest [im not talking about photography] but yelah bile aku introduce ko dekat budak Angsa Laut tuh...tak sangke plak ko bule sangkut. Siap dwnld lagk buat collection dan tengok balik bile dah bosan tahap tak ingat dah...Those stuff like can i listen to the key first...koq...can i sing another song?? *Sheesh* I noe it’s horrible but...hahaha what a laugh! N when you msged me about FT and stuff...telling me that u will update me me with FT latest news due that u had his FB and myspace...Ouh ya plus Mr QueChill..always updating me with his latest news...im so touched. My friends kat campus ni pon dah cop aku so called FT freak...but nah ~ ~ who cares? As long as im happy dan aku tak kacau orang plus x merosakkan harta bende awan it’s considered okay kan?

Remember when u asked me what if aku terserempak dengan Mr QueChill or FT sumwhere in K.L n what am i going to do? I answered that i will ran away? On a 2nd thought, hw abt aku mintak kebenaran dia(either one of them) to spare me sum times? Why? Coz i need the tyme to fly my gurlfren all the way from Kedah to KLIA lah...i would not miss this opportunity w/o my gurlfren by my side..hahahaha..if this thing come true and if only lah klw dorang ade time in the world for me... [peace!] Tra lalalalala~ [Singing...]

I dun need a guy by myside as long as your are my bestfriend. Cos u r lovable..[Abdu l & The Coffee Theory singing ~ ~]

And i miss you like orang gilaks yang terlepas dari tanjung rambutan!! Hehehe n Insya-Allah i’ll try my very best to be inclined with those indie band since you adored HUJAN soo much like how i adore FT n Mr QueChill...



Boys are stoopid. Throw some huge coconuts at them!
Thanks to HLOVATE[for the inspiration] and Tod Harris for the David and Goliath,Inc.statements. Blessed them!

Friday, October 2, 2009

SPECIALIST IN MANY WAYS: THE KOALA

chumel kan?

Animals have various miraculous features and each one of them is a miracle of creation. One of these animals is the koala. The koala feeding on eucalyptus leaves has various splendid features that ensure a comfortable life for it on trees.

The bodily design of the koala, a native of Australia, has flawless details that it needs in the kind of environment it lives. For instance, its limbs and claws ensure an easy climb to eucalyptus tress with wide trunks. The two fingers in its forepaws are separate from its other three fingers. When compared with the human hand, it can be said that the koala has two thumbs. These thumbs, which are quite different from other fingers, allows the koala to grip more securely.

Four of the limbs of the koala, with its claws that can stick into the soft and smooth trunks of trees like a hook, grasp tree branches with ease as if we grasp a stick, and render a comfortable climb for the koala. However, the features, of the koala, are not limited to these. Here are some of them:

A Miniature Bio-chemical Plant

Eucalyptus leaves have a very high fiber and low protein content. These leaves are rich in strong odorous oil, phenolic combinations and materials similar to cyanide that are inedible and even poisonous for many mammals. These materials, which are poisonous for other animals, lose their poisonous effect when it comes to the koala’s body, for the koala is equipped with a digestive system having a very special anatomy and physiology.

Just as in the case of other herbivorous mammals, the koala cannot digest cellulose, the major component of eucalyptus. However, this task is accomplished by cellulose-digesting microorganisms in the cecum of the koala.

The koala’s cecum, which is quite long, opens to large intestine. Indeed, the cecum makes up 20% of the total intestine. Its length is 1.3m long. (Hume, I. D. (1999). Marsupial nutrition. Cambridge: Cambridge University Press)

The cecum is the most interesting part of the koala’s digestive system. The access of the leaves to the digestive system is delayed right at this point. Thanks to this delay, the microorganisms in the cecum transform the cellulose into a structure from which the koala can benefit. With this structure, the koala’s cecum can be likened to a bio-chemical plant. While cellulose is being treated in this plant, oil and phenolic combinations, which are poisonous chemicals, are rendered ineffective in the liver.

As is known, the unique food of the koala is eucalyptus leaves. This means, the animal meets its carbohydrate requirements entirely by cellulose digested by microorganisms. In the absence of microorganisms, it is obvious that the koala cannot survive. The One Who creates these two creatures in perfect harmony is the All-Mighty Allah.

Allah is aware of all the needs of the living-beings. He creates them perfectly. Such examples prove Allah’s infinite power to us. In one of the verses in the Qur’an, Allah relates that those who can use their intellect can understand this fact:

He said, “The Lord of the East and the West and everything between them if you used your intellect.” (Surat ash-Shu‘ara’: 28)

The Koala and the Balance of Water

In the language of Aborigines, the Australian natives, the word “koala” means “the one who does not drink water.” Indeed, the koala does not drink water, for it feeds entirely on eucalyptus leaves.

The eucalyptus leaves has a water content of around 40% to 65%. This ratio never drops below 40%. Because plants with less than 40% water content dry up and die. Thanks to this feature, eucalyptus leaves provide the necessary amount of water to the koala.

No doubt, this feature of the leaves is not sufficient alone. The koala’s body structure utilizing the water in the eucalyptus leaves is extremely important.

The system in the kidneys that checks water loss of the koala’s body has a flawless design. Yet, what is more important is the fact that the digestive system of the koala has the feature of holding water. This way, only a small amount of the water is thrown out from the koala’s body.

Thanks to the kind of digestive system that can hold water, the koala can rely on excess amounts of leaves that do not contain high amounts of water. If the digestive system of the koala lacked this feature, then the animal had to be down on earth, being in a constant search for water.
This means, the animal, which lacks proper features to survive anywhere except for trees, had to face many threats. However, thanks to its special bodily structure, the koala never meets such difficulties.

The Koala’s Protective Fur

The main factor that determines the koala’s body temperature is its fur. The fur is created in a way to ensure perfect heat insulation:

The intensity of feathers in the fur may reach around 55 feathers per square millimeter. The fur in the back of the animal covers 77% of the body surface. The feathers on the stomach, on the other hand, are only half as intensive as the back fur, and it covers only 13% of the body surface.

The length of feathers changes from season to season. In summertime, the difference between long feathers and short ones become even more.

The thick fur on the back is darker than the loose ones on the stomach; this way, the koala collects and insulates the sun’s heat. Despite the loose stomach feathers, the koala can adjust the grade of insulation by steepening them.

On windy days, the koalas on trees give only their middle-backs against the wind, and they curl-up into the shape of a ball. As the intensity of the wind increases, they bend their ears forward. This way, none of their limbs becomes vulnerable to the air stream. The back fur of the koala has the highest grade of insulation. It’s insulation is very close to the grade of insulation of the animals living in the Northern Pole.

The wind has only a weak effect upon this strong fur on the back of the animal. Under heavy wind, the fur can maintain a constant body temperature. Indeed, even on very cold days and under heavy winds, the fur’s heat protection capacity drops only by 14%. Such data indicates that for an animal living on the top branches of trees in forests, they are ensured a perfect protection against cold.

The koala’s metabolism rate is also regulated in a way to complement the heat insulation of the fur. The metabolism of the koala is quite slow; it is only 74% of other animals’ metabolism rate. With such a slow rate, the animal also has a low water loss.

The Koala is a Great Deadlock for Evolutionists…

Let’s remember the features of the koala:

- The koala has a body structure that helps it to easily climb trees and live a comfortable life there.

- Thanks to the special design of its digestive system, the koala can get enough food and water from the eucalyptus leaves they find in ample amounts.

- It has a physiological system that eliminates the poisonous effects of eucalyptus oils.

- It has a metabolism that ensures maximum use of water taken from leaves.

All of these features are required for the survival of an animal such as the koala that lives on trees. Could it be that these features, which are essential for the survival of the koala, have come into existence by chance, as evolutionists assert?

A man of wisdom, who is able to think without prejudice and objectively, has only one answer to this question.

No. It is the All-Mighty Allah Who has created the koala with its flawless features. Allah reveals His infinite compassion and mercy through these features He grants to all living beings. Our Lord informs us about the miracles He creates in living beings as follows:

And in your creation and all the creatures He has spread about there are Signs for people with certainty. (Surat al-Jathiyya: 4)

Sumber: http:// www.harunyahya.net

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Do not go with the flow....why?

Someone used to tell me this...

Have you ever came across with people always telling you "Just go with the flow"?

Does that really rings a bell?

Dan...secara tak langsung kita akan berbuat demikian.

JUST GO WITH THE FLOW.

And than...

Someone told me

" If people asked you just to go with the flow. Do not follow. Only A dead fish will follow the flow. In life you have to fight for what you believe in and work out your dreams. Because things wont come rolling and you wont achieve anything by just siiting around!"


Ouhhhhh how i love that!


Thnks to BB [FAITH]

I'll keep FAITH in myself no matter what! =)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Kisah Ayam,Astro dan Mlm Raye P'tme ~KOQ~

Pertama sekali nak ucap Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin pd sumer~ ~ (",)..
Raye..Yes raye. Kali ni Cik MishMish beraya kat kampung yang tak lah jauh sangat. Kat johore ajer. Aiseh...setelah 3 tahun beraye kat spore, tahun ni [memandangkan ade cuti lebih] lari balik Batu Pahat. Kali ni memang lah awal aku sampai B.P. Dua hari sebelum raye aku memang dah jejak kat rumah abng aku yang dah makin [ehem..] cantik larh...terpegun sekejap aku. Yelah dah nak dekat setahun aku tak balik B.P kan. Bukan tak nak jenguk atau balik ke hape cumer aku mane ade cuti panjang2? Pendek semedeng ajer. Tak cukup tanah klw aku singgah B.P pastu nak balik spore lagk....kan?

Raye tahun paling best...sebab aku tak payah buat kerje! Hahahaha..sebab bile da sampai rumah abng aku, sumernyer hmpr 96% siap. Langsir dah gantung...rumah dah mop..vaccum....sapu..pelita dah terpacak kat laman rumah..tinggal nak buat juadah raye dan masukkan kuih dalam balang[ni paaaaling fevret] jer. So..aku memang tak banyak kerje. Tu pasal aku memang awal2 dah request ngn mummy suruh balik kampung. So aper yerk yang aku buat? Ouh aku join anak2 sedare aku baling mercun dekat laman rumah..main bunge api...layan cerita2 kat astro [sampai berebut remote control sebab dorang nak tengok cartoon network aku plak nak tengok astro Ria dan Prima.] Owh yes...jgn pikir aku tak tolong kat dapur..tolong jugak. Tolong mengacau..har..har..har..No lah..seriously helping my kakak in law n mummy buat juadah raye. Tolong siapkan bahan ajer..masaknyer tdk...oh ho ho ho ~ ~ Nehi..never! (",)

[Kisah Astro]
Hmmm..citer punye citer..al-kisah bile mlm raye pertame tukan,aku tengok citer..terpakse share ngan anak2 sedare aku kat t.v living room sebab t.v yang dekat ruang tengah tu dah dicabut antennanyer..Hampeh! So...pabila citer aku dah nak start, aku dengan muke baik ckp ngn anak sedare aku yang aku nak tengok..tapi die buat derk semedeng ajer sambil melayan Senario the Movie...hampes! Lame jugak lah aku 'ayat' tapi die msh lagk buat2 derk. Nnt kau! Luse raye....aku tak maapkan ko! Bile ayat aku tak jalan aku pun blah. Blah masuk bilik troz aku pejam2 mate. Merajok. Aiseh...sejak bile nih cik Syai oi? Ngan anak sedare sendiri pun nak main aci mearjuk2 ker? Yelah..punyelah baik aku mintak dia buat toye jer..mane tak kecik ati? Aku tua ke dia yang tua? Pastu tetibe aku dengar anak sedare aku masuk bilik. Dengan baiknyer dia panggil aku..."Cik Da... Cik Da...cepatlah tngk. Along dah bukak dah citer tu" Aku "Along g lah tengok..Cik Da ngantok..." [Ni aku ckp dlm hati] Aku tutup jer muke aku ngan bantal. Buat2 derk. Buat2 tak dengar..hambik kau! Ntah mcm maner tengah dok layan amgin aku yang mengalahkan taufan andrew yang melande U.S aku bole tertdo. Tak lame..ade lah dlm sejam gtu. Alahai Cik Syai...nagn anak sedare sendiri pun bole merajok sampai mogok2 tamau makan? Hahaha teruk gak angin aku mlm tu. Semalaman aku tak tegur anak sedara aku tuh. Hehehe..

[Kisah ayam]
Lpz aku tertdo tu kan, aku terjage dari lena yang tak aman sebab t.v yang kat dapur tu memekak ngan citer 'impak maksima'...aku bangun troz aku g dapur. Muke aku waktu toksah cakap lah. Toye ngn muncung itik yang tak padam2 lagk. Bile mummy nampak aku tercegat kat dapur mummy tanye nak makan ker? Aku angguk jer pastu mummy tambah "Nak makan tapi lauk ayam dabes. Tinggal sambal goreng ajer" (0_o) Oh no...no...no! Lauk ayam abes? Alalalalala tak syiok ler cenggini. Aku troz cakap ngan mummy aku tamau makan. [mati seleralah kononnyer.] Kali ni aku troz masuk bilik tok kali yang kedua dan kali ni aku teroz tdo. Tdo sampai subuh. Tup tap tup tap esoknyer kakak in law ngan muke toye dok announce yang btol2 buat aku rase macam nak masuk peti ais ajer. Hailaaaaa ~ ~ ~ nak tau dia announce aper? Ni yang dia announce[sambil bukak pintu bilik] " Da....akak da beli ayam 2 ekor kat jiran sblh. Akak beli 2 ekoq tau. Ganti ayam smlm. Nak masak aper?" [siap beli ayam tuh!]Hailaaa~ ~hailaa~ ~ aku yang masih lagk kat katil troz tarik bantal n tutup muke aku...Aiseh, trang tang tang kecoh satu rumah aku mogok tamau makan sebab lauk ayam abes! Tobat tamau buat cenggini lagk taun depan. Anak2 sedare aku senyum semedeng ajer...tapi yelah bile deme sampai runag tamu troz ketawa pecah! Confirm kene kutuk ngn anak sedare aku punyelah. Tapi aku pun heran cmner kakak in law aku bule tau? Ni mesti kes die terdengar aku termarah sekor ayam kat belakang rumah. Nak tau aku cakap ape ngan ayam tuh? "Apehal jeguk2? Da terase nak buat diri tu rendang ayam ker?" Aiyoh....tobat takkan buat mcm gtu lagk taun depan!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Promoting ~ ~ ~ ~ [Anas Tahir yang KOQ!]

Anas Tahir [Tribute to Tomok OIAM]



Anas Tahir Feat Akbar Sempurna

Hellloooo dan Assalamualaikum semue..Aktuali Cik Mishmish tak tau nak tulis ape kat dalam blog ni tapi tetibe Cik Mishmish teringat yang Cik Mishmish pernah tengok video [kat atas] ni kat blog member Cik Mishmish n Cik Mishmish pun nak kongsi ler ngn kamu-kamu diluar sane.
Untok mereka yang sedang stress dibalut dengan assignment ka...quiz ka..mid term ka..final ka..Cik Mishmish cadangkan supaya tengok video nih. Memang gerenti akan ketawa sampai sakit perut lah. Tapi...nak diingatkan video ni dibuat atas sebab kebosanan inche Anas Tahir yang sekarang kat overseas...sambung blaja...Please do not take seriously about the jokes that they potrayed in this video. They are just boys and boys, they are really slow when it comes to the growing up process [hehehehehe]...do enjoy! [klw tak suke tak payah tengok k?]
n FYI, Anas Tahir was my latset addicttion [Fuyyoo..tak bley angkat! Addicttion ke ape?! =) ] selepas abng beliau [Inche Superman]. Watching his video is a must lah..must watch! Mcm mane orang migrane memerlukan postant [name ubat] mcm gtu lah Cik Mishmish perlukan video nih setiap hari..what can i say? He made my day and made me laugh out loud [LMAOL]!!!!

And...KOQ!!! is the new werd that i get from him which now is an everyday use between me n my gurlfren. Hehehehe..

Cherrioos and enjoy!



Faizal Tahir performing 'Bercinta' at ABPBH 08

Kepada kawan Cik Mishmish si zeid yang selalu tanye "kenapa suuuuke sangat kat si Superman tuh?" well this is my answer " sebab..............dia genunine....talented...down-to-earth...humble...received standing oviation..superb showmanship...professional...and last but not least he is not poyo! Well need i say more?" Never mind i noe u da bosan oledi.

Monday, September 14, 2009

A regret that may never may be erased.

Regrets are the so-called twins of History. When these two occurs in our lives, nothing will be erased. History gives you names,places,dates,locations and monuments while regret leaves you with haunting memories that may never end.
Sebagai manusia,kite sering buat kesilapan. Kesilapan dimana dari awal lagi kita sudah maklum yang ia adalah saaaaalah! Tapi kite buat jugak. Kenapa? Sebab ape? My opinion says kita lemah. Kita ikut nafsu. Even in bulan ramadhan yang mulia ni pun kite bole tersasar. Many people said that we would never be astray even we are in Ramadhan due all satans are locked up. But most of us went astray and stay completely sinned. Let me tell you something. Satan have the ability to guide you to the bad stuff but he does not have the power to command you to do so. So,its all up to us wether to obey HIM or disobey HIM lah...kan? Ni sumer soal hati dan niat. Dan yang paling penting hati lah kan? Sudah teguh berpaksikan iman dan taqwa ke belum.
Allah is the most sovereign. HE loves his servant sehigga ALLAH pernah berfirman "RahmatKU mengatasi kemarahanKU" If he would to give you reminder, he'll do it in the most miraculous ways. In surah Al-Israa' ALLAH said "Walaa taqrabu zina. Innahu kana fahishatan wa sa'an sabilaa" [Janganlah kamu mendekati zina.Sesungguhnya zina itu adalah satu perbuatan yang keji.Dan suatu jalan yang buruk.] We might have read..memorised and re-read and re-memorised that PARTICULAR ayat la..But still buat kan? [Includes me. Klw tak terjerumus pun ade lah main aci dekat-dekat] Kite pejam sebelah mata. Kite buat dunno. Buat-buat aci tak endah. Sebenarnye kite faham.Bukannyer tak faham. Cume kite tak nak terima hakikat. [Hahahaha..btol ke tamau terime hakikat? Aku asal bole taram jer!]

Tapi what if klw kite dah buat perkara2 yang hampir2 dengan [ehem] zina tu?
Ape nak buat? Sedih kan? Dah terlanjur..takkan nak reverse mase balik kot?
Tapi kite lupe...ALLAH is the most merciful. If you have perform taubat nasuhaa with an addition that you will never returned back to the sinful stuff you've done before,InsyaALLAH your taubat will be accepted. Verily that ALLAH is the all forgiver and accept his servant
repentance!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Brooch Oh brooch

Ouh...lalalala~ ~ ~ I just cant get over with Brooches! Brooches make me happy lah. A gazillion thanks to the kembar..sebab tadi tetibe lepas buka dorang cakap stock brooch dari makcik dorang dah sampai..N bile brooch2 tu dah kat depan mata...alahai berpinar ajer mata ni nak memilih..klw ikot hati, memang sumer lawa..tapi aiseh, budget kurrreeng pulak bulan nih..so dengan hati yang amat berat...cik mishmish hanya memilih 4 sahaja. Cukuplah buat raya tahun ni ngan buat melaram g kelas! Aniways...cik mishmish ni kat rumah aje ade sekotak brooch tu tak campur mummy punyer n yang kat mahallah! Huhuhu...im just ‘hantu brooch ’ u noe?

Anywhere..if i find the brooch is attractive..i just buy lah. Tapi setakat nih takdelah sampai yang harge beratus-ratus (ehem..cik mishmish tak mampu rasenyer...lain lah klw ade orang sponsor..) Tapi kan bila dah tengah malam ni..otak cik mishmish mula fikir yang bukan-bukan lah...tetibe cik mishmish terfikir..klw dapat dulang hantaran yang penuh dengan brooch memang heaven lah! Btw, ade ke hantaran brooch?! Senang ape? Kat kedai berlambak...takdelah harge sampai beribu pun..berwarna-warni...bole buat melaram! (kelas-function-dinner-date-walimah...) kira ni hantaran paling kretaif dan berinovatif lah...kreatif tahap dewa-dewi..adoi...tak pernah dibuat dek orang cik mishmish oi!!! Ade ke dalam sejarah hantaran kahwin sedulang brooch? Hahahaha..this is my suggestion.

Lagi satu....ade ke hantaran orang hantar buku? Kite kan dah idup zaman modern dan teknologi. Klw sekarang hantaran sumer jenis hi-tech (mp4...laptop..digi camera..i-phone..bla..bla..) y dun i give books instead of those stuff? Minus the sejadah..telekong..kain songket..(dah berela-ela kat rumah tu..) ke..kasi sirah nabawiyyah ker? 100 tokoh lelaki terhebat zaman rasulullah ker? La tahzan ker? Don’t be afraid ker..stories of the prophet ker? Hebat kan? Biar bertambah sket ilmu kat dada die tur...hahahaa lepas tu bole berlumbe lah sape habis bace dulu!!!

( waaa..ko ingat ni mcm zaman sekolah ker? Klw habs bacer n bacer buku paling banyak bule dapat hadiah? Jangan haaaarap!)

It’s 3 in the morning oledi n Mishmish cannot sleep....waaaa!!! nak tdo...nanti karang besok sakit kepala.....isk..isk..

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Forgive dan Forget

Hari rabu lepas, fasilitator halaqah aku tanye “ Ape yang awak buat sepanjang bulan ramadhan selain terawih dan tadarus al-quran? ” Hmmm..ape eh yang aku buat? Amalan-amlan yang baik lah kirenyer..Den aku jawab “ Forgive and forget. I simply Forgive and forget.” Satu senyuman yang entah ikhlas entahkan tidak aku lemparkan. Ye..ke ? Btol lah sangat Cik Mishmish kiter ni fogive nad forget! Woah..forgive dan terus forget? Btol ke Cik Mishmish Forgive dan forget? Tengok pada keadaan lah..bagos btol suara dalam otak aku ni cakap. Tengok pada keadaan? *Sheesh* Yelah...ok fine. Yes i forgive and forget. Happy?

Just go away....go away! Go away! Go away! I simply hate this feelings! Kenape yer aku mesti ade perasaan bodoh ni?! I just hate this feelings! Owh come on syai! Just forget it. I don’t even want to think about this coz it will be bring me headache. Aku benci lah..benci sebab asyik kena telan panadol sampai 2/3/4/5 biji hanya untuk redakan sakit kepala yang dah ala-ala kene cucuk dengan pisau.

Kenapa mesti ade perasaan ni? Kan dah dicampak luar tingkap kan? Takkan kutip balik kot? Eh...tak lah! Mane ade main-main kutip2 nih? Find someone who can bring you straight to syurga but not to hellfire. If u think he’ll conered u to hellfire, JUST DITCH HIM! Kau dah nampak kan Mish? Takkan masih ade lagi sisa perasaan tu? Klw dia tergolong dalam kategori yang baik2 dia takkan usung anak dara orang kehulur-hilir.Paling-paling pun klw berjumpe harus berteman..bermuhrim. Dah terang-terang ALLAH beri ingatan “Laa taqarrabu zina”. Dah terang lagi bersuluh tapi kenapa mesti buat-buat tak tahu? Tak faham ke? Ke memang tak faham? Ke memang sengaje tak faham? Ke buat2 tak faham? Atau memang tak faham bahase? Ke memang menafikan kefahaman tuh?? Takkan nak kene suluh dengan lampu kat stadium tu baru bole nampak kot ayat tuh? Kenapa masih lagi berdegil? Kenapa masih lagi padang hukum-agama dengan pandangan yang enteng?

Mish..ape yang tak kene nih? Kenapa nak sibuk2 hal orang? Biarlah. Hidup mereka. Mereka sudah besar. Tahu yang mane baik dan mane yang tak baik..sebab kau sendiri masih lagi songsang.

Its true that ALLAH’s love lettres are the greatest balm that heals your wounded heart.

Laillahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minna dzalimin...

Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them. Pots and pans too[periuk dan belanga]...or refrigerator perhaps?


Friday, September 11, 2009

Loveletters Oh Loveletters

The best lovelettres are from ALLAH. The ultiamte counsellor is ALLAH. So if you are feeling grief over something, read the Quran. Ade orang bagi aku nasihat. Dia cakap, surah-surah dalam al-quran tu merupakan ayat-ayat cinta (surat cinta) ALLAH untuk kita. Para hambanya. Cube lah bace walaupun satu ayat. Insya ALLAH it will sooth you instantly. Hee ~ ~ ~ Btol lah. Memang tak bole nak dinafikan..btol lah ape yang hamba ALLAH tu cakap nagn aku.

Hmmmm ..sebenarnyer Cik mishmish kiter ni tengah sedih...huhuhu..takde ribut, takde taufan..takde angin sepoi-sepoi bahase, alih-alaih sedih.[ Kawan2 cik mishmish kate yang cik mishmish ni sebenarnyer emo..tukar jadk mood underground tapi bukan black metal..hahahaha] Owh, kenapa yer berduka? Owh sedih pasal terkenangkan..jeng..jeng..jeng..klw korang teka sebab dek terkenang orang yang jauh...salah! Cik mishmish masih lagk bersendirian. Klw korang teka sebab homesick...pun salah! So ape sebenarnyer masalahnyer cik mishmish oi?

Sedih tatkala terkenangkan hidup yang ehem..penuh dengan dosa..[cewah...cik mishmish dah mula nak bertazkirah!] Ek? Sumer manusia ade dosa kan? Adeke manusia yang gelar diri dia tu ma’sum[bersih dari dosa?] Waaaaa...im not the very best of his slaves...not either one of Muhammad’s [pbuh] best followers[sebab jaaaaarang cik mishmish kiter mempraktikkan sunnah2 beliau.] Bkn anak yang baik [selalu nah merapu yang bukan2..] bkn seorang anak murid yang komited..[sebab...asyik terlentok jer kat dalam lecture hall..] Ngeee~ ~ dan bukan seorang kawan yang baik..[sebab beeeraaat sangat mulut nih nak amal ma’ruf dan nahi munkar.]..Bulan ramadhan, tyme to upgrade. Upgrade iman,install kesabaran,upload keimanan,download keikhlasan dan DELETE DOSA. [huhuhu..dah terase diri mcm laptop lah pulak!]

Sumtymes i felt that im not loved by anyone.....
Mishmish...you still have abah n mummy + si labu sayung tomok kat rumah. [tapi...what if satu hari ALLAH amik dorang?]

And most importantly...ALLAH loves you no matter what and he’ll never judge you.

Im blessed. p/s: Surah ape buat hati kiter tenang? Al-insyirah ker???

Friday, August 28, 2009

Worth crying for.

Semalam kan..aku bosan. So aku surf net n aku g dekat site youtube. Sbb ni memang kerje aku. Klw aku bosan tahap dewa-dewi, aku akan g youtube. Besides the entertainmet...i get a LOT of information there. After aku tengok a debate between the late Ahmad Deedat wth a christian scholar about "Was Jesus A God?" (Woah...sekarang cik MishMish kiter ni dah rajin tengok bende2 ni...klw tak asyik ngadap Faizal Tahir jer..* Blush*)..

Well..aku SALUTE giler dengan Ahmad Deedat nih..aku tengok care dia counter back the argument towards the christian schloar tu tenang jer..care dia qoute pharses from the bible tu mcm dia quote surah dari al-quran jer. Flowing out from his mouth like tap water! Aku yang bace bible tu pon asyik tergaruk-garuk kepale..*Tak faham & konfius*

Ni klw member2 bace..mesti kene gelak sakan punyer..Cik MishMish dengar nasheed..bukan ke cik MishMish selalu layan Faizal Tahir jer ? ngee ~ ~

Bulan ramadhan...bulan baik...so, why dun we grab the oppurtunity right? Cuz we might not know if we get the chance to experience the next ramadhan.

So, aku tukar halwa pendengaran aku daripada rock/pop/balada to nasheed..first2 tu klik kat Raihan..25 rasul lalu cik MishMish pun memekak sakan lah dengan riang gumbira..from 1 song to another n from one singer to another until i bumped upon Dawud Wharnsby Ali. I clicked at the title. Tajuk dia "The prophet" n " Dont Talk About Muhammad " ( kedua2 lagu based on hadith )..n lagu ni banyak comment..sumer comment yang baik2 lepastu aku terbace ade orng comment mcm ni " Im not gonna cry...im not gonna cry.." Maka Cik MishMish kiter pun fikir..kenapa hamba ALLAH ni comment mcm gini...lalu Cik MishMish pun dengar lah lagu tu...tak sampai lima minit..Cik MishMish nanges terisak-isak depan laptop. Air mata ni laju jer meleleh mcm air paip..*sheesh* Cik MishMish nanges sbb lagu tu sayu meceritakan tentang Budi pekerti Rasulullah..

Emo..yes..semalam dah berpaket2 tisu habis sebab sapu air mata ni..Cik MishMish kite emo..sedih..patutlah Hamba ALLAH tu comment mcm gtu....mailto:Sekuat%20@%20sekeras mane pun hati kita..klw dengar lagu ni mesti tangkap leleh lah... ngee ~~ Trang tang tang aku citer kat internet aku nanges..Ngaa ~~ peduli lah ape orang nak kate!

So..korang judge sendiri lah lagu ni...=)

- The Prophet -

-Dont talk to me about Muhammad -

Philosophy makes me go la la la ~ ~

You all are late. And it had become a little bit irritating. Huhuhu...ade ke patut dapat sembur free dari lecturer petang tadi? Dah ler tengah emo...(al-maklumlah..pertukaran hormon..plus dapat cuti 7hari dari tuhan lagk) rase macm nak nanges meleleh air mata jer biler dapat kene sembur free camtu. Aler Sir...agak-agak ler klw yer pun...nak tanye soalan. Rase mcm soalan tu luar alam jer bunyinyer..Ape tu salvation? Redemption? Original sin? Why is jesus death play a significant role in cleansing the sin that we inherit? Remamber..jesus does not volunteered himself to die. He was killed! And what is grace? Aku...(0_o) Aku rase kan...aku macm dah terrrrsalah amek course lah. Sebab ni sumer bunyi macm soalan muqaranatul adyan jer. (comparative religions) Kadang2 tu aku konfius..aku ni budak usuluddin ke muqaranatul adyan?
Uhuhuu..aku budak usluddin! Tapi seingat aku, dari dua,tiga minggu lepas lecturer aku ni dok tanye..” Have you all taken study of religion 1&2??” Aku memang lah blur..sebab course tu tak masuk dalam course discription aku...Hailaa...aku agak kan, lbh dari separuh tau lecture mates aku dah amek study of religion 1&2..tapi dorang buat tak tau jer...n masalahnyer aku tak amek course tu sbb bkn dlm study plan aku...n i cant answer the questions right away with flow..sebab aku tak belajar n aku tak tahu..well, literally i noe all the basic stuff aje...n i wonder, if all of them had taken study of religion 1&2, kenapa tak bole nak jawab? ~ sheesh~...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

I've Found You.

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

* Ehem..thanks to Jade. Cuz of u im addicted to this song. Huhuhu..
Yeap...i found that DEAR person..
Hahahaha..i wonder what is he busy of??

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Ngapain ya mau berpacaran?

Yeap...the well-known topic that have been discussed by teenagers over and over again. Couple..Bercinta sebelum berkahwin..sudah jelas bukan bahawa hukumnya HARAM. Tapi kenapa ya masih lagi berdegil dan mahu berpacaran.

Petang tadi, saya seperti biasa, bloghopping from one blog to another blog and i've encountered an interesting blog entry regarding "Coupling among teenagers nowdays". Well, it was conference in a chatroom later converted into a blog entry by the author. Saya tertarik bagaimana seseorang di situ [tidak tahu sama ada saudara mahupun saudari], lontaran kata-katanya cukup bernas dan bersahaja. Mengunakan etika lojik untuk buat otak kita berfikir dan muhasabah diri.

[Ehem, izin kan saya menukar perbualan anda menjadi satu perenggan ya?]

Kebanyakkan remaja mahupun yang dewasa tidak suka apabila kita me 'label' couple itu HARAM. Tapi..ya kita bole 'channel' fikiran sedemikian ke 'channel' lain.


Contoh: Apa ya sebenarnya definasi "Couple" itu sendiri? Ada yang akan menjawab : Pasangan. Maka apakah cause/hukum/result bagi couple itu sendiri? Okay..pasti ada yang menjawab : wala taqrabu zina. (Ayat 32 surah Al-Israa')

Dan si saudara/saudari itu bertanya lagi bagaimana klw X TAQRAB?(x dekatkan) Maka hukumnya menjadi apa ya? Confuse? pada mulanya saya juga confuse..namun sahabat kita ade menerangkan dengan mengunakan lojik.

Bayangkan ya..anda semua mempunyai sahabat. Ya seorang sahabat. Kamu sayang akan sahabat kamu ini tetapi sahabatmu ini pula bukan dari jenis yang, ehem..ehem..baik-baik ya? Dia menceritakan tentang keaiban kamu..tentang yang tak baik mengenai kamu. Apa ya perasaan anda semua? Sedih? Sakit hati? Menangis? Sudah tentu bukan? Namun tiba-tiba, dia ingin meminjam wang dari kamu..apa kamu akan meminjamkan kepadanya setelah segala bagai cerita kamu dia sudah jaja kesana-kemari? Beri atau tidak? Klw anda beri..anda memang seorang sahbat yang baik..namun apa pula jika ada yang tidak memberi? Rasa-rasa siapa pula yang akan memberi bahagia kepadanya?(yg menzalimi saudaranya) Sudah tentu ALLAH SWT bukan?

Dari kejadian ini..pernah tak tertembus dek tempurung otak kita yang maha keras itu tentang pekara ini? Dimana kita sebagai hambanya yang sentiasa bergelumang dengan dosa selalu inginkan kebahagiaan dan ksenangan. Apa kita tidak 'malu' untuk meminta setelah kita melanggar perintahnya? Anda rasa, adakah ALLAH akan memberi kebahagiaan sedangkan pada permulaanya kita sudah terang-terangan bersalah?? Begitulah saudara kita mengaitkan cerita tentang orang yang dizalimi ingin menolong orang yang telah membuat jahat kepadanya. Ini hanya lojik. Ya..jika ALLAH..dia mampu untuk memberi kebahagiaan ataupun tidak.

Sudah jelas bukan sekarang bahwa ber'couple' itu haram. Dan sudah berkali-kali kita membaca, mengulangi dan mengahafal ayat tersebut. Apa kita hanya sekadar membaca sepintas lalu tanpa mengendahkan maknanya??

Kemudian, saya bertanya kepada diri sendiri, dimanakah nanti barakah dan redha ALLAH jika hubungan yang selama ini tidak halal kemudian halal? [setelah ijab dan kabul]..ini kerana saya terkesan dengan kata-kata saudara/saudari tersebut : if you want to build a family, a faithful one, you can never build it on what Allah has stated as wrong and proven false by the way Rasulullah p.b.u.h has taught us. A happy and blessed family come from Allah, and you don't even have anything to defend it as blessed if the first step you make is by stepping into what He has prohibited. You can't have a happy family if Allah doesn't help you so, and you must know in every family that stands until their dying day, they have Allah on their side. You can't expect Him to help you if you did the wrong step from the very beginning.

Owh..mungkin sesetengah mengatakan dengan lantang.."Couple islamik. Tidak akan ade bersentuhan tangan atau bermesraan" Benarkah ada sebegitu?? Ouh..dalil mana yag dikutipnya?? Hehehehe..

Ya..saya pernah ditanya oleh seorang sahabat. " Ngapain ya mau berpacaran??"

Waktu itu..saya tersentak dengan soalannya. Sungguh tersentak! Otak saya ligat berfikir mencari maklumat. Namun sia-sia saja dan saya terpaksa akur. Tiada satu nas..hadith mahupun ayat al-quran mengatakan bahawa couple itu HALAL. Saya akui ilmu saya cetek. Walaupun pada waktu itu saya tahu bahawa couple itu sebenarnya haram namun saya tetap ingin berhujjah. Owh..apa yang saya katakan? Benar couple itu haram..dan ya saya mula merapu yang bukan-bukan. Si Dia hanya tersenyum.

Kepada si Dia yang sentiasa tersenyum,

Terima kasih ya kerana terus ingin bersahabat dengan saya tanpa mengingini sesuatu yang lebih dari sahabat. Hehehehe..malunya saya! Owh..Alhamdulillah kerana tidak pernah terjebak dalam mana-mana hubugan yang tidak diredhai oleh ALLAH SWT.
kita akan terus bersahabat ya? Mesyi? =)


[Sekadar renungan bersama. Sekadar memberi peringatan kepada semua termasuk diri saya sekali. Tak berniat untuk menghentam sesiapa tetapi sekadar berkongsi.]

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Aku dan $50


Kisah bermula apabila abah aku dah mula memekak kat telinga aku sebab dari semalam aku asyik buat 'derk' aje bile dia suruh aku withdraw duit dari bank untuk ditukarkan ke duet malaysia..

Lot 1, destinasi dimana aku harus 'cucuk' kuar duit dari mesin ATM. Knp jauh sangat harus dikeluarkan ditempat yang sedemikian jauh?

Dek kerana aku harus mengeluarkan sejumlah wang bernilai $1000.
Banyak tu...

For safety reasons, Abah aku suruh withdraw aje dekat Lot1 dekat sblh basement and lepas tu kite bole aje teros naik ke tingkat 4 untuk ke pengurup wang (cewah bahase!) a.k.a money changer dlm bhse omputihnye..(0_O)

Tapi alangkah tidak baikknyer nasib kami, mesin ATM yang terletak didalam supermarket NTUC telah dilabel "OUT OF CASH"

Aku : " macam mane bole out of cash?! In time like this? Sungguh kejam! "

Kemudian Abah aku mengemukakan teorinya sendiri

" Ini kan NTUC supermarket. Duit cepatlah habis sebab tadi pagikan ramai housewives yg berbelanje kat sini"

(Sesiape yg merasakan teori boleh diguna, sile angkat tangan ye? )

Haiiilaaa..mana mau cara mesin ATM lain beb?

Aku ni dah mcm jdi warge asing dlm negeri aku sendiri..

Di tempat aku sendiri...

Malah aku rase aku lebih kenal K.L lebih dari Neighbourhood aku sendiri..

Mujur aku teringat yang diluar Lot1 Mesin ATM POSB berselerakan.

Dengat kudrat yang tak seberapa, aku pecut keluar dari Lot1 dan terus mencari-cari mesin ATM disekitar luar Lot1.

Fuuhhh...naseb ade.

$1000 berjaya dikeluarkan.
Dan aku terus ke pengurup wang (nama kedainya harus dirahsiakan kerana aku sedang membuat kempen anti - kedai pengurup wang tersebut!).

Let me tell you, this pengurup wang dekat Singapore da mcm klinik! Siap kene amek nombor segala! Huish..ape punye system! Lepas tu ade tiga kaunter! Sumpah aku tak tau fungsi ketiga-tiga kaunter tersebut..

Sebab, dekat Malaysia, aku tengok ade satu je kaunter(0_O)
Maka

Aku menyerahkan $1000 ke minah pengurup wang untukditukarkan ke duet malaysia.

Kemudian si lelaki pertengahan umur yg ddk paling hujung sekali tiba-tiba bersuara

"Miss, im sorry. But i found that there is a slight torn (slight torn?! WTH!!) at your 50 banknote. Could you please go to the bank and change it."

Aku:

(0_O)!!! [muke tak percaya] A slight torn? And you want to make big fuss out of it?!

Aku menjeling jam kat dinding. Tepat pukul 5.30 P.M
Waaa...ini mamat sudah lebih. Dengar-dengar bank masih lagi beroperasi selepas pukul 5.30.
Klw bank keluarge kau, sile beri alamat aku bole pergi. Tapi klw bank POSB jgn harap lah!

Aku:

I withdraw this money from the ATM machine for heaven's sake! How should i know if the machine would give a slight torn $50 note! As if like i am the one who told the machine to give me this slight torn $50 note! It's not my problem! All i care is that u change my *&^% money to malaysian money!

The money changerman:

But Miss, this is a torn banknote. If we were to give this banknote to our next customer, for sure our customer would't take the banknote.


(0_O) [Lagi skali buat muke terkejot] Ya ALLAH...ni lah kali pertama aku mendengar hambamu mengatakan bahawa ade manusia yang tidak mahu akan DUIT. Duit bernilai $50!

Waaaah..kaya btol nampak?!

Aku tak akan berkrompomi dengan mamat nih. Peduli ape aku! Bukan salah aku. I mean klw $50 tu bukan duit, kenapa bank simpan?

Kenapa bank tak buang aje kat dlm tong sampah atau bakar aje?

sebab ape?

Sebab that slight torn note is still considered as money and it's valuble and it can buy u at least more than three meals at the McDonalds!
And if it were to change to malaysian money with the currency rate at 2417.00, i could at least get in return about RM 120.85!
i mean, bayangkn..klw kau renyukkan duit tu dan campak kat atas lantai, confirm ade orang kutip. sebab ape? sebab $50! walaupun cacat sikit. Masih bernilai.

Tapi...mentang-mentanglah dia pegang duit aku, aku rase selagi aku tak tukar tu not $50 aku rase, dia tak akan tukar duit aku!
Hampeh!!!!!
Aku:

You want me to race out of this Lot1 just to give you another nice crispy $50 note? Just $50? You think i have the time in the world to do that? I am super late and i need my money to be changed now! Because i need to transfer it by tomorrow at Malaysia.


Tapi Mamat to masih tak mau berkrompomi dengan aku! Last2 aku mengalah dan lari balik ke tempat mesin ATM dan keluarkan $50 yg baru..yang cantik dan tak cacat.

And i have to run back to level 4 to the money changer. And i get my Malaysian money full.

Yes full! (Money changer ini amat terkenal dengan tidak menukar wang secara penuh. Sama ada dia akan mengembalikan wang singapura balik atau dia akan meminta duit tambahan.)

"Sorry for the inconvinience occured."

Just that?!
ps: I am sooooooooo not gonna change my money at that particular money changer! Daku rela bersesak-sesak ke Johore untuk menukar wang aku. (-_-")

Friday, July 3, 2009

Wasiat Terakihr....

Mengimbau kembali lembaran sirah Junjungan Besar Nabi Muhammad SAW, Padang Arafah menjadi suatu medan yang terpalit suatu peristiwa yang amat menyentuh hati dan mengharukan bagi manusia yang mempunyai tunjang aqidah muslim. Di sinilah tempatnya Rasulullah SAW menyampaikan amanatnya buat terakhir kalinya. Sebuah khutbah terakhir yang penuh maksud dan sama sekali menyentuh hati para pencinta Kekasih Allah itu.

Rasulullah SAW bertolak dari Mina ke Arafah setelah naiknya mentari 9 Zulhijjah. Sebuah khemah didirikan untuk baginda. Baginda masuk dan berada di dalamnya sehingga waktu Zohor. Kemudian, Rasulullah SAW mengarahkan al-Qaswah, yakni untanya untuk disiapkan. Lalu Rasulullah SAW menaikinya sehingga tiba di Wadi Uranah. Di hadapan Baginda SAW, ribuan sahabat mengelilingi Baginda SAW dengan perasaan yang penuh dengan debaran menanti apakah yang akan disampaikan oleh Baginda SAW.

Baginda SAW pun bangun berdiri dan menyampaikan khutbahnya yang penuh bersejarah itu.

"Segala puji bagi Allah. Kita memuji, meminta pertolongan, beristighfar, dan bertaubat kepada-Nya. Kita berlindung dengan-Nya daripada kejahatan diri dan keburukan amalan kita. Sesiapa yang Allah berikan hidayat kepadanya, maka tidak ada sesiapa yang boleh menyesatkannya. Sesiapa yang disesatkan oleh Allah, maka tidak ada siapa yang boleh memberi hidayat kepadanya. Aku menyaksikan bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah Yang Maha Esa, tiada sekutu bagi-Nya. Aku menyaksikan bahawa Muhammad adalah hamba dan Rasul-Nya. Aku berpesan kepada kamu wahai hamba-hamba Allah supaya bertaqwa kepada Allah dan menggesa kamu supaya mentaati-Nya."

Aku membuka khutbahku ini dengan muqaddimah yang baik. Wahai manusia! Sila dengar apa yang akan kukatakan ini. Aku tidak tahu adakah aku akan dapat bersama kamu semua lagi selepas tahun ini, di tempat ini selamanya.

1. Sesungguhnya darah kamu,harta benda kamu, dan kehormatan diri kamu telah terpelihara (diharamkan) sebagaimana diharamkan hari ini, bulan ini, dan Bandar ini (Makkah dan kawasan sekitarnya).

2. Sesiapa yang memegang amanah, maka dia hendaklah mengembalikan amanah tersebut kepada tuan punyanya.

3. Ingatlah! Segala amalan jahiliyyah telah berada di tapak kakiku (yakni telah dihapuskan).

4. Tuntutan hutang darah di zaman jahiliyyah (sebelum Islam) telah diampunkan. Tuntutan darah pertama yang aku batalkan adalah darah Ibnu Rabi’ah bin al-Haris yang telah disusukan oleh Bani Saad kemudian telah dibunuh oleh Huzail.

5. Riba adalah haram dan aku memulainya dengan membatalkan riba yang akan diterima oleh Abbas bin Abdul Mutalib. Sesungguhnya ia dihapuskan keseluruhannya.

6. Wahai manusia! Takutilah Allah SWT dalam urusan yang berkaitan dengan wanita. Sesungguhnya kamu telah mengambil mereka sebagai amanah daripada Allah SWT dan mereka telah dihalalkan kepada kamu dengan kalimat Allah. Wajib ke atas merea untuk menjaga kehormatan kamu dan menjaga diri daripada melakukan perbuatan buruk, jika mereka lakukannya, maka kamu berhak untuk menghukum mereka tetapi bukanlah dengan pukulan yang mencederakan. Jika isteri-isteri kamu setia dan jujur terhadapmu, maka wajib ke atas kamu menjaga makan-pakai dengan baik.

7. Semua orang mukmin adalah bersaudara. Oleh itu, tidak halal bagi seorang muslim mengambil harta orang lain kecuali setelah mendapat kebenaran daripada tuannya.

8. Jangan kamu kembali menjadi kafir selepas pemergianku, di mana sebahagian daripada kamu memerangi sebahagian yang lain. Aku telah tinggalkan kamu suatu panduan. Jika kamu berpegang teguh dengan ajarannya, maka kamu tidak akan sesat selama-lamanya yakni al-Quran dan as-Sunnah.

9. Wahai manusia! Sesungguhnya tiada nabi lagi selepasku dan tiada lagi umat selepas kamu. Maka aku menyeru agar kamu menyembah Allah SWT Tuhan kamu dan menunaikan solat lima waktu, berpuasa pada bulan Ramadhan, serta mengeluarkan zakat hartamu dengan kerelaan. Dan kerjakanlah haji ke Rumah Suci Tuanmu (Kaabah), untuk itu kamu akan masuk syurga Tuhanmu.

10. Tuhan kamu adalah Maha Esa, datuk kamu pula adalah satu, kamu semua berasal daripada Adam dan Adam telah dijadikan daripada tanah. Orang yang paling baik dalam kalangan kamu ialah mereka yang paling bertaqwa terhadap Allah. Tiada kelebihan bagi bangsa Arab berbanding bangsa lain kecuali dengan taqwa.

11. Allah SWT telah menetapkan hak menerima pusaka kepada keluarga si mati. Oleh itu, tidak boleh membuat wasiat kepada penerima pusaka. Sesungguhnya laknat Allah ke atas sesiapa yang mengaku sebagai bapa kepada bukan bapanya yang sebenar, juga laknat daripada para malaikat dan seluruh manusia.

12. Kemudian kamu akan disoal tentang aku. Maka apa yang kamu jawab? Mereke menjawab, “Kami bersaksi bahawa tuan telah menyampaikan dan menyempurnakan risalahmu”. Baginda SAW lalu mengangkat tangannya ke langit dan menurunkannya ke arah orang ramai sambil berkata, “Ya Allah! Saksikanlah”. Baginda SAW mengucapkannya sebanyak tiga kali. Orang yang mengulang kembali ucapan Rasulullah SAW dengan kuatnya di Arafah ialah Rabi’ah bin Umayyah bin Khalaf r.a.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

I am just tired.

Im just pathetically tired.
Physically...
Mentally...
Spiritually...
Emtionally...TIRED.

Sumtymes it kinda hurt when your heart and mind are always contardicting with each other.
The mind says " No"
But the heart says "Yes".
Sumtymes the the mind is always being logic whereas the heart is being emotionally controlled.

Sudah Lah Syai..just forget it ok?
Tak payah nak beban-bebankan kepala otak ko dengan pekara2 mengarut.
I mean, just simply moved on!
Biarlah dia ngan dunia dia
Dan kau pulak tetap dengan dunia kau.

Tapi...macam maner tu?
Aku selalu sangat cakap yang aku tak expect tinggi2.
Tapi sebenarnyer aku expect.
I lied straight by saying that i wasn't expecting but i am.
God!
Sumtymes i wonder..do you even have feelings?
Feelings that may consider my situation..my feelings.
Tapi akal aku selalu cakap " Tak payah expect lebih."
Tapi aku.." Macam maner tu jgn tak expect?"
Huhuhu..aku benci lah..aku benci!!!!

Nak nanges..aku rase air mata aku ni dah kering..
Tapi aku nak nanges jugak!
Sbb aku rase dengan nanges tu..aku rase masalah aku mcm "lift" up a bit.

what kind of games are you playing? If this is your idea of surprise, i simply hated it.
And if this is your idea of fun, then i don't want to be part of it!

My feelings are always crushed and yet i kept on expecting over you.

ps: Harus berjumpa sama doktor.
Untuk buat check-up...check-up on my heart.
sbb dah selalu sangat dapat berita2 yg mengejutkan..
Simply to check wether my heart is still in it's good shape and condition or is it being
punctured by your unpredictable movements.



Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Too much on my mind.

It's nearly 2 a.m in the morning...
I'm yawning like nobdy business and i can't sleep.
Suddenly i feel like blogging. Blogging everything that is in my heart...my mind.
Early this afternoon, as usual, i was bloghopping from 1 blog to another blog and i discovered sumthing.
Sumthing that made my heart jump. I was shaking like hell.
I was utterly confused. I could not think for a while. And for a minute, i thought i was dreaming.
Nope. I am not dreaming. And it's true.
And for a while....i thought..why?
Why? And why?
But i know that my questions could not be answered.
It's now up to HIM to answer all of my questions that i have already listed in my mind.
But i sincerey feel that he will not answer all of my question. (okay..im exaggerating. Maybe he'll answer one or two but not all i guess.)
He'll simply shurg his shoulders and flashed me the so not heart-melting smile..duh~~
Okay..im also not sure in what state i am right now.
Confused?
Happy?
Mad?
Or
Feelingless? (wait..is there such thing as feelingless? Hahaha just put it like this "dah takde perasaan!!!!")

*things to be done *
Go to Al-Attas this coming monday.
n
Sambut kak Mai's birthday.
ps: if you are reading this, i'll hope that you will understand my situation. i felt so manipulated. (-_-")
Just to tell you that i've crushed my utterly huge ego JUST for you.



Tuesday, June 23, 2009

99 langkah menuju kesempurnaan iman

01. Bersyukur apabila mendapat nikmat;
02. Sabar apabila mendapat kesulitan;
03. Tawakal apabila mempunyai rencana/program;
04. Ikhlas dalam segala amal perbuatan;
05. Jangan membiarkan hati larut dalam kesedihan;
06. Jangan menyesal atas sesuatu kegagalan;
07. Jangan putus asa dalam menghadapi kesulitan;
08. Jangan usil dengan kekayaan orang;
09. Jangan hasad dan iri atas kesuksessan orang;
10. Jangan sombong kalau memperoleh kesuksessan;
11. Jangan tamak kepada harta;
12. Jangan terlalu ambitious akan sesuatu kedudukan;
13. Jangan hancur karena kezaliman;
14. Jangan goyah karena fitnah;
15. Jangan berkeinginan terlalu tinggi yang melebihi kemampuan diri;
16. Jangan campuri harta dengan harta yang haram;
17. Jangan sakiti ayah dan ibu;
18. Jangan usir orang yang meminta-minta;
19. Jangan sakiti anak yatim;
20. Jauhkan diri dari dosa-dosa yang besar;
21. Jangan membiasakan diri melakukan dosa-dosa kecil;
22. Banyak berkunjung ke rumah Allah (masjid);
23. Lakukan shalat dengan ikhlas dan khusyu;
24. Lakukan shalat fardhu di awal waktu, berjamaah di masjid;
25. Biasakan shalat malam;
26. Perbanyak dzikir dan do'a kepada Allah;
27. Lakukan puasa wajib dan puasa sunat;
28. Sayangi dan santuni fakir miskin;
29. Jangan ada rasa takut kecuali hanya kepada Allah;
30. Jangan marah berlebih-lebihan;
31. Cintailah seseorang dengan tidak berlebih-lebihan;
32. Bersatulah karena Allah dan berpisahlah karena Allah;
33. Berlatihlah konsentrasi pikiran;
34. Penuhi janji apabila telah diikrarkan dan mintalah maaf apabila karena sesuatu sebab tidak dapat dipenuhi;
35. Jangan mempunyai musuh, kecuali dengan iblis/syaitan;
36. Jangan percaya ramalan manusia;
37. Jangan terlampau takut miskin;
38. Hormatilah setiap orang;
39. Jangan terlampau takut kepada manusia;
40. Jangan sombong, takabur dan besar kepala;
41. Berlakulah adil dalam segala urusan;
42. Biasakan istighfar dan taubat kepada Allah;
44. Hiasi rumah dengan bacaan Al-Quran;
45. Perbanyak silaturrahim;
46. Tutup aurat sesuai dengan petunjuk Islam;
47. Bicaralah secukupnya;
48. Beristeri/bersuami kalau sudah siap segala-galanya;
49. Hargai waktu, disiplin waktu dan manfaatkan waktu;
50. Biasakan hidup bersih, tertib dan teratur;






51. Jauhkan diri dari penyakit-penyakit bathin;
52. Sediakan waktu untuk santai dengan keluarga;
53. Makanlah secukupnya tidak kekurangan dan tidak berlebihan;
54. Hormatilah kepada guru dan ulama;
55. Sering-sering bershalawat kepada nabi;
56. Cintai keluarga Nabi saw;
57. Jangan terlalu banyak hutang;
58. Jangan terlampau mudah berjanji;
59. Selalu ingat akan saat kematian dan sedar bahawa kehidupan dunia adalah kehidupan sementara;
60. Jauhkan diri dari perbuatan-perbuatan yang tidak bermanfaat seperti bercakap yang tidak berguna;
61. Bergaul lah dengan orang-orang soleh;
62. Sering bangun di penghujung malam, berdoa dan beristighfar;
63. Lakukan ibadah haji dan umrah apabila sudah mampu;
64. Maafkan orang lain yang berbuat salah kepada kita;
65. Jangan dendam dan jangan ada keinginan membalas kejahatan dengan kejahatan lagi;
66. Jangan membenci seseorang karena pahaman dan pendiriannya;
67. Jangan benci kepada orang yang membenci kita;
68. Berlatih untuk berterus terang dalam menentukan sesuatu pilihan;
69. Ringankan beban orang lain dan tolonglah mereka yang mendapatkan kesulitan;
70. Jangan melukai hati orang lain;
71. Jangan membiasakan berkata dusta;
72. Berlakulah adil, walaupun kita sendiri akan mendapatkan kerugian;
73. Jagalah amanah dengan penuh tanggung jawab;
74. Laksanakan segala tugas dengan penuh keikhlasan dan kesungguhan;
75. Hormati orang lain yang lebih tua dari kita
76. Jangan membuka aib orang lain;
77. Lihatlah orang yang lebih miskin daripada kita,lihat pula orang yang lebih berprestasi dari kita;
78. Ambilah pelajaran dari pengalaman orang-orang arif dan bijaksana;
79. Sediakan waktu untuk merenung apa-apa yang sudah dilakukan;
80. Jangan sedih karena miskin dan jangan sombong karena kaya;
81. Jadilah manusia yang selalu bermanfaat untuk agama,bangsa dan negara;
82. Kenali kekurangan diri dan kenali pula kelebihan orang lain;
83. Jangan membuat orang lain menderita dan sengsara;
84. Berkatalah yang baik-baik atau tidak berkata apa-apa;
85. Hargai prestasi dan pemberian orang;
86. Jangan habiskan waktu untuk sekedar hiburan dan kesenangan;
87. Akrablah dengan setiap orang, walaupun yang bersangkutan tidak menyenangkan;
88. Sediakan waktu untuk berolahraga yang sesuaidengan norma-norma agama dan kondisi diri kita;
89. Jangan berbuat sesuatu yang menyebabkan fizikal atau mental kita menjadi terganggu;
90. Ikutilah nasihat orang-orang yang arif dan bijaksana;
91. Pandai-pandailah untuk melupakan kesalahan orang dan pandai-pandailah untuk melupakan jasa kita;
92. Jangan berbuat sesuatu yang menyebabkan orang lain terganggu dan jangan berkata sesuatu yang dapat menyebabkan orang lain terhina;
93. Jangan cepat percaya kepada berita negatif yang berkaitan teman kita sebelum dipastikan kebenarannya;
94. Jangan menunda-nunda pelaksanaan tugas dan kewajiban;
95. Sambutlah huluran tangan setiap orang dengan penuh keakraban dan keramahan dan tidak berlebihan;
96. Jangan memforsir diri untuk melakukan sesuatu yang diluar kemampuan diri;
97. Waspadalah akan setiap ujian, cubaan, godaan dan tentangan. Jangan lari dari kenyataan kehidupan;
98. Yakinlah bahawa setiap kebajikan akan melahirkan kebaikan dan setiap kejahatan akan melahirkan merosakkan;
99. Jangan sukses di atas penderitaan orang dan jangan kaya dengan memiskinkan orang